Thursday, October 20, 2011

Secret Final Boss





This was the very definition of PRIVATE.
This is only for me.
But you violated even that.
I want to feel sympathetic for you, but this time is not so easy.

Move Along

Patching it up, "Goodnight"
I kissed her -  needing that time away
and deep down, here it is (the real me)
so feeble

I was caught at once - vulnerable
reaching out to long ago, where the grass grew up to my thigh
dirt roads
things like that

It came to me, all of it.

My grandfather, how regal he wore his Stetsons  
My grinning dog Bandit, capturing the shoes of our new neighbors 
My Yaya, stubbornly navigating floorboards with a paint-bucket walker

My naievete, how I took this all in stride
like it could never be gone forever

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Nature Boy Requiem

down in the breaks again
country boy in a cold alley,
right out of the movies
displaced
with a kiss on the lips
and a memory in the head

tonight i will stumble over the hardwood floor again
toasts all around
unorthodox, shooting it to death
til it's dead

a bloody mess on the ground
forgotten and over with
finally